If u have the same thinking and u know what it is please tell me so I can know.He continually repeats sentences over and over and over even though I am responding to him.Now people i know are starting to do it.
Why. They do not have any medical reasons. I would repeat words phrases or even sentences over and over again in my head, and it almost made me insane. It first started on Cristmas Eve, 2016, and then continued almost non - stop (it would stop during my sleep of course, and if it was a good day when I was reading) until August of 2017. This disorder turned me into a fast paced reader, that could read almost as fast as some of those commercial warnings into taking me one hour to read fifteen pages (on a good day). I can agree with great surety that stress was the only reason why it started. The stress started at my dysfunctional home, and then it escalated greatly when I was bullied at school. The stress built on top of itself, and my condition grew exponentially worse by the month. I told no - one about this because I thought they would think I was crazy. This disorder turned me from a bright, social, friendly, reader, into basically the opposite. In August I was sick of all of the stress, and got away from home for about one week. I would do this whenever I possibly could, and quite literally did almost nothing that week except for sleeping, eating, using the bathroom, and hummingwhistling. When I got back home, I continued to do the same thing (yet a lot quieter), yet I slowly let thoughts in again. By the begging of the next school year, I still hummed quite a bit, but only when I wasnt engaged in any activity. When my mind was completely void of anything to do, I simply started to purge thoughts and hum again. Now, almost two years later, I am happy to say that I have my disorder is completely gone thanks to what I learned. I only had one or two mental attacks throughout the past two years, but it is quite easy to get past it. Just do exactly what I have done, whoever is reading this, and you will end up just like I am right now. With the utmost sympathy and compassion for anyone with this, Anonymous. For over a month I kept saying but what about the money in my head and its nuts because suddenly Im saying it out loud and it is hilarious to me. Ive talked to a doctor about this and he maintains its likely an underlying OCD. Repeat My Words How To Mitigate ThisI asked how to mitigate this problem and he said to try reading the same rhyming poetry out loud, which helps, Im just tired of saying things like what do you ing want head and Uncle Ray-meus in my head or out loud. It seems crazy and embarrassing but my doctor maintained it is pretty normal particularly when you are under a lot of stress or have not been sleeping well.
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